spending quiet time with God; reflecting, discerning, renewing strength; oh if everything was easy, but alas it is not; these are the kind of moments that really push me to the brinking point; if only I just trust Him to work it all out, what is His will in situation, sometimes I really don't know and it makes it harder because then there's confusion on top of an already trying situation where I have to make a decision about something; but I Praise God who always gets me through somehow and promises Romans 8:28 my lean-on verse in life